2003-04-30 | 5:45 a.m.
bye for now

2003-04-29 | 5:07 p.m.
April is the cruellest month

2003-04-29 | 7:23 a.m.
beginnings of understandings

2003-04-27 | 11:41 a.m.
there are visions much clearer than these blurs

2003-04-26 | 5:59 p.m.
but darling look at how you're dressed

2003-04-26 | 1:07 p.m.
oops

2003-04-26 | 6:38 a.m.
why I'm not a christian

2003-04-25 | 10:28 p.m.
not unless you'd been alive before

2003-04-25 | 1:22 p.m.
one day I will finally know the way out of here

2003-04-25 | 1:08 p.m.
is that entertainment?

2003-04-25 | 9:46 a.m.
mice

2003-04-24 | 12:50 p.m.
i think about it sometimes

2003-04-23 | 9:17 p.m.
i am the beast that will devour you

2003-04-23 | 12:43 p.m.
if it is all just physical then my memory is immaterial, so why then do I remember you at all?

2003-04-22 | 12:39 p.m.
all apologies

2003-04-20 | 11:13 p.m.
one day

2003-04-20 | 6:27 p.m.
totally fed up

2003-04-20 | 1:01 p.m.
An entry for the sake of it

2003-04-18 | 7:21 p.m.
a small part of something larger

2003-04-18 | 9:24 a.m.
and I choked on my dreams

2003-04-17 | 4:20 p.m.
Locked, Out and One Pair of Pyjamas

2003-04-17 | 1:55 p.m.
I swear I don't make this up

2003-04-17 | 9:56 a.m.
private hell

2003-04-16 | 6:00 p.m.
I wait and make plans in the dark

2003-04-16 | 10:41 a.m.
off my head

2003-04-16 | 10:20 a.m.
i want the sun to shine

2003-04-15 | 2:20 p.m.
ain't wot you do

2003-04-15 | 10:46 a.m.
how to avoid spring cleaning

2003-04-14 | 1:06 p.m.
fall on me

2003-04-14 | 10:38 a.m.
Calm, lasting beauty comes only in a dream

2003-04-13 | 5:27 p.m.
I felt abandoned by you

2003-04-13 | 4:49 p.m.
sleeping the days away

2003-04-13 | 4:34 p.m.
a note from the dregs of humanity

2003-04-13 | 1:14 p.m.
note to self

2003-04-12 | 5:13 p.m.
it pains me to know that some thing will never be right

2003-04-12 | 5:02 p.m.
-

2003-04-12 | 12:17 p.m.
there is an emptiness about the heart of life

2003-04-12 | 11:45 a.m.
the children of the house

2003-04-11 | 3:46 p.m.
between the wars

2003-04-10 | 10:54 p.m.
a difference in the shades

2003-04-10 | 4:05 p.m.
me

2003-04-10 | 9:03 a.m.
Our Lady of the Holy Gothic Biker Boots

2003-04-09 | 10:13 p.m.
sore throats

2003-04-08 | 4:19 p.m.
bring on the breakdown

2003-04-06 | 6:37 p.m.
boring sunday stuff

2003-04-06 | 11:02 a.m.
don't leave me here

2003-04-05 | 6:30 p.m.
some thoughts to pass the time

2003-04-05 | 1:10 p.m.
I'm gonna die on dead end street

2003-04-04 | 9:37 p.m.
is there someone looking for what I concealed?

2003-04-03 | 4:48 p.m.
a lot of cracks

2003-04-02 | 5:55 p.m.
I feel as if my heart could break

2003-04-01 | 5:33 p.m.
Apparently it's not entertainment

2003-04-01 | 5:27 p.m.
humiliate me, baby