i want the sun to shine
2003-04-16 || 10:20 a.m.

I had strange dreams last night that felt so real and I mistrust myself because I always believe my dreams more than I believe my reality.

I've been quite okay the last few days but I feel now that at any moment I could plummet again.

There are many things that I could write about today but I need to collect my thoughts together first.