now I'm gone
2003-06-03 || 9:15 p.m.

It's okay, don't panic, I'm not returning, not really, it's just that the events of the past 15 minutes have been spectacular even for my foul, disgusting life.

oh, there's nothing I can say. No way of describing the revelations of my nothingness.

I do have feelings and my feelings are really hurt.

And Rebecca keeps saying ' don't do anything stupid'.

Well I ask you. How could ridding the world of me ever be described as something stupid?

Goodbye.