You know I'm right
2003-01-19 || 4:13 p.m.

I want to attempt to put some pieces together to make a partial me, but I don't feel able at the moment.

I've written too much today and I still have more I need to say.

But later. At the moment I need to walk the dog.

I'm brooding over my inability to make any sort of positive mark anywhere and my stupidity at being unable to accept my worthlessness.

But I've done all my work and planned a trip for my class.

If only I could stop minding that this is all there is.

if only.