my whole existence is for my amusement
2003-01-19 || 2:37 p.m. I've got to work on a way of solving this. There are some things I know. But, you know, I can't even type without having to correct stacks of stuff because I am just so inept. Everything about me is fucked. I can't live for one other person. I need to live for myself. Otherwise its just agony. It's just that it's a dilemma isn't it? Like everything: I die, most people won't notice. Some will notice, feel a bit sad but soon forget. A very, very small handful, really two people will notice and be sad, one of these will probably be sad all their life. If I live, I will be sad all my life. So, let's conclude: One person sad all their life if I die. Me, sad all my life if I live. I don't matter. The opening statement in this premise confirms that. Therefore my sadness doesn't matter. It follows, therefore, that I have no choice but to live. And I have no right to claim any element of happiness within that existence.
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