Waiting to depart
2002-11-23 || 10:56 a.m.

Soon it will be time to continue on, but I'm changing transport for a while. The train is too fast. I want to travel on something slower. Something that will stop quite a bit and allow me to see all the people who get on and off. As soon as all these fantasies have come to an end it will be time to lay the ghosts to rest once and forever.

I wonder now, what was real in my life and what was not.

Very, very occassionally other points of view come into play. They invariably are distant. They very seldom are constant.

I can't focus now.