... continuation ...
2002-10-22 || 7:32 p.m.

...and then I wondered why I bother to think or write at all.

And then I thought that maybe I should stop.

And then I remembered that it doesn't matter

not in the least.

And then I thought that maybe I should apologise.

For everything.

Ever.

And that was when I remembered

that I have no faith but it is all I want, to be loved and believe in my soul

but I forgot it again in the next instant.