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2005-08-04 || 5:13 p.m.

From now on I am going to be the Lola who hold's people's hands. Nothing more.

Because I am nothing more.

The rest of the world is real but I am not.

So all I can do is try to do good to others for the brief blink of an eye they remain in my life.

Everything changes, everyone moves on but I remain empty, annhilated and utterly ruined.

I have no wants, desires, wishes or dreams. I am not human.

But I wish everyone else will have the most beautiful lives.