Smile! God loves you.
2004-03-07 || 1:24 p.m.

What I mean is, if God is the force of life, light and good behind the universe, then it's totally mad to think that God loves you, because how could the universe be anything other than completely remote?

And so I think everything is just completely and utterly random and there is nothing at all other than what there is and so maybe if you think that God loves you then he does, but if I think that he doesn't, then he doesn't too. And that means that all theories can co-exist at the same time because ultimately they all mean nothing at all.

And so I think maybe I might be a nihilist, which is a bit of a shock.