why are you so strange?
2003-09-29 || 6:53 a.m.

Surely you would think I must be dreaming.

My destructive stupidity is astounding.

It is unreal to think I will soon be standing in front of a class full of beautiful Christian children.

And I will be their fun, freaky teacher.

Jesus.

There's a bit in Prayer for the Dying that I love. Its where Liam Neeson says to Mickey Rourke: "There always was something wrong with you."