with one day leading to the next I get a little closer to my death
2003-09-05 || 6:47 p.m.

So, yes, I'm feeling pretty depressed.

Depressed that yesterday was September 4th. Depressed that I woke up with a migraine. Depressed that my bathroom keeps flooding. Depressed because I don't know how to fit my life into my life.

And wishing I had more than just slog in it.

I just can't face another year like last year, especially not now.

And I just wish I had something beautiful, constant, caring and true in my life.