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2003-06-12 || 9:13 p.m.

I really am completely alone. I have no-one to talk to. I have terrible things going on in my life that no-one knows about, things that I have no-one to talk to about. I feel sad, alone, abandoned and so unhappy. I have problem upon problem upon problem. They are never ending and totally unsolvable. I can see no way out other than to glide effortlessly along the flimsy guidelines in my wrist and let what there is of me soak into the earth and be gone forever. Once I have dissapated I will be watered down. Once I am watered down I can do less harm. Once I am gone, all will be well.