i should hold my tongue
2003-02-22 || 8:31 a.m.

I did kill the mouse yesterday. It was horrific. The whole of its back and legs were paralysed from the trap and it couldn't walk but it could move its top half. It was crying and looking at me. So I cried too. And then Rebecca cried as well. And then I hit it with a hammer. And so I reckon I'll go straight to hell.