and all this life it makes me mad
2003-02-01 || 11:34 a.m.

I had lots of dreams last night, but this was the strangest.

I dreamt I was wearing a long, white, sleeveless gown. My skin was totally white - not flesh coloured but white and my hair was pulled back in a pony tail but that was totally white as well.

I was standing on top of a church that had a domed roof, with my hands crossed across my chest like you do if you have a blessing from the priest at mass.

Down below people were watching. Someone yelled 'jump'.

So I did.