the waste land
2002-12-10 || 7:04 a.m.

I can't eat at all again.

It's not deliberate either.

Everytime I try to eat something its just like such a chore.

When I was at school we used to get really bored and we used to do a lot of dares to pass the time. One really silly one we used to do was daring people to eat coffeemate. Eating coffeemate is actually much more horrid than it sounds. You put, maybe, a medium sized spoon of it in your mouth but as soon as it mixes with your saliva it froths up to many more times the volume it started out. And then its just really hard to eat.

That's what all food is like for me at the moment.