I see no further now than this dream
2002-11-01 || 8:52 a.m. it tells me how it feels to be new A thousand voices whisper it true It tells me how it feels to be new And every voice belongs Every voice belongs to you I had a very strange night. I dreamt about Ben. I dreamt about the past. Not my past, just the past. I was viewing a situation. There were lots of couples dancing in a ballroom. There was an Italian family watching with a daughter who was sick. She had a heart problem - she described it as her heart having a science fiction take on its relationship to her body. There were other dreams too but I can't remember them at the moment. I have a horrendous sore throat. I wonder at the moment how many of my ailments stem from the mind rather than the body. I've been sick continuously since the beginning of September. I want to further emotionally devastate myself. I hate having everything I want and desire in my head and never having it in reality. Today my life demands the prosaic but my mind wants to be dark. Really fucking dark. |
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