pissed off
2002-08-26 || 4:35 p.m.

I am so angry. So fucking angry. So fucking, fucking, fucking angry.

I'm angry at people who call me names, who upset me, who laugh at me. I'm fed up with being used and not knowing what the motives of others are. I'm so tired of it all, truly I am. It will not be long now before I do something about it. Something real and irreversible. I am truly engulfed in a giant black cloud of futility and loneliness and there is NO FUCKING WAY OUT.