dreaming of sunday
2011-10-11 || 8:48 p.m.

I am finally feeling calmer. The last few days have been like steps. Sunday was pretty damn bad - I was really off on one. Been very hyper but i'm finally feeling on a possible even keel. Stupid thing is, when I am on the edge of madness I can think of so many things I would like to write but of course I am well out of the habit and by the time I think that, yes, maybe I can face writing on diaryland again, I am no longer feeling that 'edge' and everything I wanted to say just evaporates like mist.