dreaming of a tranquil place
2003-08-11 || 6:14 p.m.

Sometimes I just have the strangest feeling that I am living more than one life at once.

I don't mean in the sense of time as meaning nothing and everying happening at the same time. I mean literally, in this time, now, living and experiencing more than one life.

I don't feel unsure about who I am. I don't think its any kind of psychosis. And I'm sure it all just sounds ridiculous.

And its probably reality avoidance because I'm certainly not writing about what is really on my mind. It's just that I feel turned upside down at the moment in lots of ways.