clean these veins
2003-07-28 || 8:28 p.m.

I was staring at my wrists.

The skin is translucent, so thin, so amazing. The veins and arteries are so tiny, so near the skin, so tempting.

As I looked I saw a join, a perfect place. Silently the universe around spoke to me. I knew what I had to do. No harm could come to me. It was the right time and the right action.

Tomorrow I am going to plait tiny strands of my hair.