there is some better place I should be heading towards
2003-02-05 || 10:09 p.m. Suddenly there is this amazing clarity and things begin to make some sort of sense. It's not a good sense; it could never be that, but it's explicable. There are some pieces that I think belong elsewhere because they just don't fit but mostly I can see it is very nearly finished. Anything extra is a gift. And so now I take one day at a time because that is all that is possible. I'm glad for all the things that are finished. I can see it is like packing to go away: it's not possible to go when things are still strewn about everywhere. I need a lot of help to see very small things. I feel like what katy fucking did. I've said one final thing out loud. Now I wait. |
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