pull me apart, leave me standing
2006-03-08 || 6:33 p.m.

I just feel wholly defeated. I feel like the whole of my life is a giant shape shifter. Everything is completely intangible and I am forever alone. All day long it has been raining, raining, raining. It should be raining away everything but instead everything just turns into a stagnant pool. Everything just whorls around and around and I am just motionless in the centre, watching everything change forever but never actually part of anything. And I am just so utterly sad.